ytd... 大年初二... my family went to my grandma's place at fernvale (buangkok)... except my sis... cos she fall sick... hai... + she hav to finished the data entry work.. she got tis job to work at home de... so she didnt go lo...

we took cad to dere... when we reached... same old stuff... say "新年快乐" to everyone... and collect angbaos... mmmm... my ma' side... all won give more de lo... lowest is $4 and highest is $20 which is my grandma's one lo... unlike my father's side... lowest is $16 which is the stupid woman's de... highest is $200 which is my ah ma's de... is really a big different lo... new year once a year.. should not be so "niao" de lo... at least $20 lo... mmmm... other pple dun say la... relatives lei...

beside all those greetings and taking angbaos.. there is also a same old things... which is those usual FAQs... haiz... the only thing which make me very 不爽 de is my cousin who is same age as me tell my the other 2 cousin.. (the oldest de) say i slim down alot.. even my face not so round le... then u noe wat the 2 cousin say... they say "where got... still so fat wat... the face oso fat fat round round de... ..........." very sarcasticly lo.... the 2 cousin.. girl de oso sux de lo... fatter den me still wan to say me... i tink i more prettier den her alot lo... she is damn ugly la... not i wan to say lo.... the face rounder den me.. fatter den... still got bf... f***... + u noe wat... dat time she add me in friendster... den i saw a picture of her n her bf lying on bed.... wat the hell lo... den yuan lai they go for holiday to hongkong... such a shameless girl... even u n ur bf really do dat kind of dirty things... u oso dun nid to put on friendster de lo... wat u wan to proof is only dat u got pple wan iz.. if really like dat.. den ok lo... i tink rmb last year... she always say shawn n me till we r like those will have s** de lo... she say tis is really a shame to me lo.. me n shawn is 清清白白de lo... let them say until i m those kind of loose girl... I M NOT!!!!! haiz... dun say tis kind of unhappy things... i already ma mu le... no matter wat they say... i oso won feel unhappy de... cos wat ever they say is jus to spike me... so ok de... hahahhaa... but ytd oso fun la... i chat wif my other cousins... laughter is all around... coolllll...

but 1 sad things oso happen ytd... i wan to break wif him le... mmm... dere is always a problem between us.. which is he is 6 years older... age does really matter... he is 25 now le.. i dun blame him dat he will inevitably treat me as his marry partner... but me oonly 19 lo... wat can i tink abt relationship... i wan de is only those kinds of 两小无猜 de feeling ba... i nv even tink of marriage yet lo... even i already make clear that i wish to marry at the age of 26 if he can wait.. of cos i m happy... if he cant.. even i love him alot.. i will still give up... but he still tink of tis... haiz.... so i really no choice... but to hurt him now... hope we will really break tis time... i dun wish to force myself... n i dun wish to force him oso...

hahahhaaaa... so today i will be at home rotting lo....